Writing and depression blog

tugging and pulling
at my limbs
crack my ribs
entwine with my innards
as you dine 
o my soul

Cultivating, creating a part
Of yourself
To hide the things
No one is allowed 
To know
Just masks of innocence
To keep from the child
Being jaded

Me: I'm never going to be happy
Girlfriend: why not?
Me: why is the sky never lime green?
Girlfriend: that's just not how the world works.
Me: boom. Did I just blow your mind?

you’re sick
you’re sick

and I hate you all

Can’t quiet your mind
The bad thing pulsing
It looks serene
So very blue
With hills of green
Every kind of green
Such a pretty green

Can be the last thing
To brush your skin
Rush through the clouds
Collapse at the bottom 

Rapid beating
Panic
Fading
Sickness surrounds me
In a dark hole
Of anxiety 
 

(Source: adolescentporncliche)

Burning smoke
From an inhale
One to much
Violent nausia
Can’t compare
What I do to myself
When you aren’t here to catch me 

(Source: adolescentporncliche)